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Watching helplessly on the sidelines.
My heart gambled away
on the hopes of your defeat.
If you lose
will my winnings be
worth the anguish
I must then watch you suffer through?
And if victorious
will I have the strength
to congratulate you
and walk home afterwards
heartless and alone?
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You slip away everyday.
Desperately I try and hold on.
But time keeps ticking.
And all you do is keep slipping.
Ink
I try to capture you in blue, black, and red
But still nothing but white
I try to capture my love for you in blue, black, and red
Yet still the white
But when I am filled with rage
And when I am filled with envy
Out it flows in blue, black, and red
Oh my darling how I wish you could know
How I wish you could see what it is you do to me
So no more blue
No more black
No more red
Here is the white
And only the white
It may not look like much now
Or be in a language you comprehend
Just give it time
And soon you will know
All that I've ever wanted to say
School starts in just under three weeks. So now I'm getting all geared up for that and slowly trying to adjust myself back to an earlier sleep schedule. Granted I'm staying up late tonight...but I've gone from waking up around 1pm to 10 am. that's a good start for me. I really am going to work my butt off this semester and try to get my gpa back up to a 3.8.
Anyways well I'm about to pass out and this seems like just enough for a first entry on my new journal. Cheers! :)
- Mood:
geeky - Music:Emiliana Torrini - Wednesday's Child
